His head is constantly spinning, his mind drowning in thoughts. Why does it seem like the emotions of everyone in the world is constantly resting upon his shoulders, he can’t escape it. Perhaps if he were cruel & burdened with a cold heart it would be easier to forget them without being concerned about injury he may have caused. How did they even get upon his shoulders in the first place? It’s as if he is a magnet. they fed off of his energy, like leeches, constantly draining him of the blood that keeps him alive.